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Hey guys,
just wanted to say sorry that I couldn't be on last night, and that I haven't been around much. I know most of you know about the pain I've been experiencing. Well I woke up Saturday morning and couldn't move. Standing sent excruciating pain through my body, all the way into my skull. Sitting at a computer desk was out of the question and the only tolerable existence is when I'm laying down, but even then the pulsating pain is there. People have been quick to tell me to go to the emergency room, or go to urgent care, but I have no insurance. Why? Because the insurance provided at work costs $300 a pay period, and I only get paid biweekly. So to have insurance, I would have to starve and eventually live on the streets since I wouldn't be able to afford bills. :/ Oh, and get this! I can't even USE the insurance until I meet a $1,500 deductible.  Not worth it, huh? But hey, my tax money goes to help others have insurance.. so there's that. (and no, not bitter about the people that legitimately cannot work-  I'm upset about those playing the system, meanwhile I struggle to bring in a tiny check and have to decide between eating or paying for insurance that will do me no good. Thanks Obama. ASSHAT.)

I do plan on making it to the doctor since it's significantly cheaper that route than going to the ER (I don't have $2,000 to be seen by someone who will give me a shot and advise me to get to a doctor) I just have to wait for every single one of those bastards to get back from Holiday. :/


The debilitating fatigue that I've been feeling over the last three weeks is probably linked to this (and of course back to back doubles). It's taking an emotional toll on me, too. To be unable to do the things I need to and enjoy. My room looks like ground zero because  I haven't the energy, or physical ability to clean.

I just wanted to let ya'll know that I AM still interested in the games, and those on Masked Mayhem.. and I promise to do what I can for Masked Obscurity. Hopefully I can make it to the doctor soon and they can pinpoint the problem and I can start on a new road... just please, bear with me while I work through this.


I'm going to try and be on tonight, will just have to wait and see how that goes. This message was made possible by a half oxy that will most likely make me sick.


Please feel free to move around my characters if you're itching to play.


Love you guys.

~Rogue

You do not need to worry about posting right now! We totally understand! All we want is for you to get better, we need you pain free! You take all the time you need to heal and get better, post can wait.

Love you and miss you!
get better soon, I demand it!

Hey guys,
Sorry I couldn't join ya'll tonight but my 12 hour shift turned into 16. Insane day doesn't even begin to describe it...I feel like I've been Hulk Smashed. >.< As I mentioned last night, going out tomorrow night, but if I'm back in time to catch anyone, I'll pop in.


Hope everyone has a safe weekend!

hello peeps and peepets. I'm not going to be on tonight. going out and about. so see you all tomorrow!

Not coming in tonight. feeling like I'm dying. also I've been having some weird memory loss, I'll be going to the doctor about it soon. Anyway, I'll see you all tomorrow!

Love ya'll!

hey all. I know I haven't been on a lot this week. so sorry! but sadly this will one last night that I will not be on. I will be staying at the parents house for the night so I can be up early for another doctor appointment. blah! but I made post! yaaaaay!

see you all tomorrow!

*smooches*

EDIT!!!!

plans changed! I will be on but I'll be a tad bit late! see you all soon!

Won't be on, either. Battling depression. Hope to see you all soon.

I hope you feel better! *hugs* if you need to talk just hit me up!

Dawwww and never be shy to FB me, any time - any time!

*hugs both* please be careful and take care.

*hugs both Rogue and Mikko* Feel better asap! We miss you! I'm also always open to talk if you need/want to. *hugs again*

I wont be in tonight. I have the plague. Or something. it might just be a 24 hour plague. I'll see you guys tomorrow!

Love, Mikko!

*hugs* hopes you feel better soons!

*huggly squeezes* Feel better soon!

Thanks guys! i feel better now, as long as i don't eat anything. most likely a stomach bug. damn bugs!

Not gonna be on tonight. but I shall see you all tomorrow!

Mikko you fruity platter of yum yum I needs to ask you about MM things check your mm pm!!!!

*hugs*

I'm going to be in tonight.

after 4 days and nights with no sleep. the bed bugs have gotten to me finally! plus I have a bit of a fever annnnnnnd you know, all that nasty sicky stuff. So I shall not be in tonight. I should be in tomorrow I hope! I blame my mother for this. She made me go out in the public! Now i am ill.

See you all tomorrow!

love, Mikko!

Hey guys! doing the bowling ting tonight. wont be on. but I posted like a crazy person! So i hope it keeps you all busy! I leave you with this delightful pic of Raph!

This flu is hitting me hard tonight, I wont be in sadly. I MISS YOU GUYS! but I will be on tomorrow.

see you all soon!

We miss you, too! Feel better soon! *hugs*)

Back! Finally! And happy to say we has a new toy at home for the sole purpose of rgping

Yayz! You have been missed! *hugs*

another sick night. fever is back. chest pains all that good stuff, wont be in. but I do have an appointment with my heart doctor. next month...and tuesday I'm getting my pacemaker checked. It's possible that some of the heart issues I'm having could be because I need my pacemaker replaced. So it might be surgery for me soon. Will of course keep everyone updated on that.

I made some post! yay! it was hard! my vision keeps getting all blury! gah! I hate this. The only thing that makes me feel like I'm not dying is laying down. sitting up is starting to become painful.

yeah I'm a hot mess. a hot mess that misses my friends!

Anyway. I have to go lay down. I hope to see you all tomorrow!

Love
The Mikko!